you know how they tell you that if you have the mindset for something, that it will all be okay?
how they say that if you believe something will work out, that it will? what if it doesn’t?
i’m trying so hard to say that everything is going to happen the way i want it to.
but i don’t know if i really do. i’m afraid to, i think. maybe what everyone says is true..
maybe you just really really have to truely believe it. i’m just scared that if i do..
i’m going to be let down.
and i really don’t know if i can handle that right now.